Thursday, November 6, 2014

Counting stars


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Lately, my life has been full of counting. counting hours until work is over, counting bad relationship I had in the past that nothing seems last! (holly crap! love department seems so cruel and rude to me! ) counting the money I spend on things I need (and a lot of things I don’t), counting the days till my birthday.

Sometimes counting calms me down, makes me feel life is like a nice warm apple pie. Divided into four equal manageable slices and inherently surprise by virtue of its crust. It has an element of entertainment in every slice. But sometimes it fills me with anxiety and dread, as if every good thing was running out of time and every bad things was rushing towards me.

I wonder when I’ll stop counting. 

I wonder when I’ll be able to loosen my grip on every little thing I do, and just live. I want my actions to be generous and deliberate, not hampered by second-guessing and impatience. I want to find something divine, some greater sense of liberating, driving purpose, without constantly stopping to consult every word of the fine print. 

Life is good!

9 comments:

  1. It would be great if the only things we bother to count are our blessings and our beautiful days as we live them no? They really are the only things worth counting and being thankful for :)

    Hi Sunny! Ganda mo sa pic mo :)

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  2. Awww.. yeah, I agree with ZaiZai :) Sometimes, kairita much yung iba pero if you will count your blessings, you will feel blessed! :D chaar. anyway, happy, happy, birthday in advance!

    Saan ang rampa?! :)

    xx,
    Jewel
    www.jewelclicks.com

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  3. Best in Math ka dyan! kidding aside, just wait & dont cease counting.. evrything will be alright

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  4. what ZaiZai said :)
    Thanks for dropping by and leaving comments. You made my day!

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  5. Don't worry girl, the more you will fight for what you want the better the reward will be ;) So keep counting, you're getting stronger than ever !


    Kisses
    Hannah

    Elegantesque Blog

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  6. Some deep thoughts you got there! :)
    Counting is inherent, I guess. We always want to measure things because it makes the intangible tangible - or less abstract. It makes things more realistic.

    Jenn
    The Pink Lemonade Girl

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  7. Hello,

    Niiice ! :D

    Sarah, http://sarahmodeee.blogspot.fr/

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  8. Maki api man ak husay...
    Count ur blessings not ur worries
    ������ miss yow na

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