Saturday, April 19, 2014

Let it go!

Yes, I went away for an extended holiday with my love…this blog with the full intention just to give more time for myself, to enjoy every moment of so called life and to straighten up some little issues.

I don’t know exactly what happened, except that I was literally in a different world and I was having a good relationship with my bed. It was soo beautiful.

To be honest, I did not feel like touching my laptop. I felt out of groove, out of touch with reality.  My depression wouldn't go away. I don’t want to simply post an excuse...“I just don’t have time” the lazy procrastination monster.  I knew there were things to be taken care of, I was even questioning if there was a purpose to it all.  

This post is probably really boring. I think its okay, it’s not like I have a professional blog right? I can choose to be a little self-indulgent:) I was scared to look at my blog. Fearing all the fellow bloggers have given up on me.  It’s no fun without having supportive, kind fellow bloggers who actually take the time out to read but comment. Hope you are reading this :)

Weeks after weeks, I tried to start something new, something that would bring back my sunny side. I started to eat fruits and vegetables. I even tried the motors diet. Yes, it was successful for only 2 dumb weeks! I’m not good in sanctioning my life! I’m just good in taking pictures and uploading it on my Instagram account.

I even set my foot inside a gym. Enrolled for one month, got my personal trainer and so far so good. I actually don’t consider myself to be in bad shape. Though it’s a joke among my close friends that having me along for a brisk walk is akin to walking poodle, I indulge in a poodle-like perambulation on an almost daily basis.

But there is one thing that I want to do. I want the heat envelope me as I walk outside, hear the sounds of waves, smell that salty air with clear skies, blazing sun, that gentle summer breeze, and  lazy afternoons.

I want to go to the beach!



Summer is kind of like the ultimate one-night stand: hot as hell, totally thrilling, and gone 
before you know it.”
~Cosmopolitan~

Life is good!

24 comments:

  1. A trip to the beach can cure a lot. :) May you be feeling ever better!

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    1. The bitch is going to the beach...lol...Thanks..Bea:)

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  2. Nice reading an update from you.
    gawin mo lang kung ano makakaligaya sa yo as long it does not hurt your body, soul and spirit:)

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  3. Yun eh.. at the bottom line, beach din pala. Well, laking province eh kaya close ka sa dagat. Hoping to hear from you soon.

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    1. I miss so much the beach that I booked 4 summer gateaway:)

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  4. That's nice to hear.

    ...and yes, nice talaga to spend some time at the beach.
    ...and sleeping in when the time is available is always perfect. Sarap matulog.

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    1. Lili..If sleeping is a job with a good pay..I guess I'm broke...lol so a good long sleep is luxury for me:)

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  5. I love how you ended the post - I imagined myself in the beach too, hearing the waves, feeling the sun and the sand..pero nalimutan mo ang important part! Ang may hunks na naka board shorts! Aw! :)

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    1. Zai...that would complete the story...I knw what you did last summer...lol

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  6. YAY! We all have this hibernation mode. Good for you that you had "me time" I enjoy your posts sa IG and so happy that you have a new post here! :) YAY!

    Ingat, xx

    Jewel

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  7. oh, hope all is well with you gorgeous! A beach getaway would be a great idea...time to relax and unwind! thanks for dropping by....:)

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  8. like the way,different and a nice way to get to know you a little more
    keep intouch
    kisses

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  9. Ups and downs and it comes even when we write. The best thing is that you want to help yourself with whatever is bothering you. I go to the beach when I need to recollect and think of what to do next. I don't bother swimming. I sit down on a beach chair, eat, sleep, and listen to the waves.

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  10. It´s been a while since I´ve gone to the beach. I hope that you´ll find the time and oh, I have the best relationship with my bed too especially in the mornings! :)

    http://dressingupforme.blogspot.com/

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  11. I want to go to the beach too! :)
    We can all be selfish when it comes to our blogs. I mean, this is your own space. You can write whatever you want here and post whatever you feel like posting whether or not other people will read it; heck, i know more than half the people who visit and comment on blogs don't really care about what we write and talk about. So take your time. If you don't want to write, don't. I always think quality is better than quantity (which I find is lacking in many blogs these days). And btw, going on a digital sabbatical is always a good idea to get your creative juices flowing again. :)

    Jenn
    The Pink Lemonade Girl

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  12. heyy everyone gets sad at some point. what's important is to never, ever let yourself stay sad for a long period of time. glad to hear that you're fighting the blues! and don't forget to pray too. the big Guy up there works wonders. :) and oh, i've been seeing your posts on insta. care to follow back? hahaha! kidding! cheer up! :)

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  13. I hope you ended up going to the beach! (although you did mention it in your comment to me) Everyone can be self indulgent at any time on any day. I hope you're able to recharge your batteries after some good fun in the sun and relaxing on the waters.

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  14. Enjoy the beach while summer is on. You have the means naman hehehe....do a blog post about Motors Diet?? I'm quite interested on it hehehe

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  15. And to the beach you had gone :D
    There are really times we get to feel down and dont feel like the gods are with us, but cant be like that forever because life is too beautiful to waste on sulking and depression. I hope you post about your Palawan trip with your mom and sib :D

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    1. Posted sa wakas...hahaha;) I'm still looking forward for the picnic;) #up

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  16. Hope you're doing well!

    http://audreyallure.blogspot.com

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